Lifes a bitch
Life is a whirlpool of germs, we are all bound to get sick. Life is the best suicide note, the only thing that lingers is the memory of others and the stale taste of the last thing i said .
Believing in a higher power
My life belongs to a infinite being. All hearing and all seeing. I often wonder if this bloodless power looks over my stress and pain? I wonder if it only looks at me on good days? When stress is minimum and pain is tolerable, when the sun is shinning on this dogs ass ? Should i take these days as a ” blessing ” and thank the heavens for a small silver lining it my eternally dark sky ? Or should i stray away from childhood teachings, keep learning and keep believing? I believe what i desperately need, and at this moment i need you to be everything i believe and doubt .
Consumed
I was swallow by greatness and spit out by envy.
Beauty couldn’t keep the bitch alive
Do you lie to keep her?
Do you use your words to beat her?
Do you hold her tender with regret on your mind?
Did you pick her because she has a nice behind?
After u married her did you wish you could rewind?
Would you call it love or lust? a lie or trust?
Somewhere in between the lines got tangled. You remember her gorgeous as you dangle her lifeless body off the bridge. You loved her for her outside beauty and not her inside ugly. How could you fall for such a bitch? I guess next time you’ll look within.
allergic to love
He sent pollen stained love drops, And a box of fatal kisses, I began to sneeze and wheeze It got harder to breathe, I assured myself he meant the best, That was before I read my death, Buried beneath his love, He attached a headstone inscribed,
Love, I know it will never be enough,
But I’m sorry for the way I KILLED YOU!
In due time I hope you will forgive my
Infidelities,
And breathe again.
sincerely,
Mr. Wrong
In that moment my throat started to swell,
From his kisses
The tears burnt as they ran down
my blistered rash face.
Who would have thought?
The sweet things that we are taught to give our
Loved ones, would end in a allergic reaction.
Damn it!
Let me be free
Let me leak passion while pouring my soul let me cry uncontrollably until I’m whole let me love without fear of falling let me run before crawling. Hold me tightly until I gasp love me deeply until I pass let me speak through my soul let me dance and go and go let me talk without speaking hear me through your inner being
flesh
I admire the nothing that is us. Its unique and always new, it’s sly and sexy and always true. Loyalty it was built on, so i feel safe resting my head on the chest of this nothing. Flesh? Flesh sins and is lustful flesh actions are hurtful and demeaning, flesh looks are deceiving, i do not feel comfortable around this being. Flesh sends late night phone calls to my bedroom ,in its Can i come over? tone, i reply, yes, only to wake up to no flesh. Flesh will never be who i need it to be, flesh minds no rules, considers no feelings, flesh is selfish. Though i may long for its touch, lust over its physical appearance, hunger for it’s acknowledgments, flesh means me no good. One day i wish he would be everything i need, but right now he’s nothing.
My weakness is being mortal
As a mortal i cling to the blades of grass that is my life i squeeze and i pull to keep my grip tigh. We all need something to cling to, something that verifies our very existence. i am not a goddess or a superhero with no weaknesses, but i need to feel i am. I live life like there is no end, breathe like there is no tomorrow. As a superhero i can see into the future i know there is no rain only sunny day. As a goddess i can make things go my way. But i am only a mere mortal, so I have a cold!
Fuck You
You heaved your words in my face
They knocked me to my place
You remain erect while I’m prone South
I smile with the taste of crimson in my mouth
I push forth my newly stained teeth with audacity
You sneer at me
I don’t need your permission to bleed
(Source: zarithelostlegend)
letters from your unborn
Life is not a blessing but curse. How cruel to bring a life into this unpredictabl e world? To watch it suffer and die. To have to deal with the ups and downs, all the stress it brings. How could you be so uncaring? to bring a being into this world full of, serial killer, liars, and drug addicts, into a world overflowing with unstable personalities whose only purpose is to see your unhappiness how!? How!? Could you knowingly do that to a person you claim to love? Give me freedom give me death not birth.
